Epic of Khalil

Son

If this is the last time we talk

If this is the last time we hug

If this is the last time our eyes meet

If this is the last of you and I

If this is it

 

Remember your impermanence

 

My Son

You are Khalil

Namesake of the Friend of God

You are Son of Ibrahim

Namesake of the Exalted Father

You are Khalil Jubran

Namesake of a Seer of Beauty, Wisdom, and Possibility

 

Remember your name

 

Khalil

 

O Firstborn

Of Firstborn

Of Firstborn

Of Firstborn

 

Long is your line

 

O Descendant

Of caretaker upon caretaker

Of the endless groves

Of the honored olives

Of the fertile soils

Of Sacred Pilistu

 

Ancient is your line

 

O Great Grandchild

Of Tribesman upon tribesman

Of the hardened clans

Of the unforgiving clean

Of the parched generosity

Of the infinite dunes

Of alluring Arabia

 

Resilient is your line

 

Remember your ancestors

Khalil Jubran

 

Son of Sumer

Son of Akkad

Son of Assyria

Son of Canaan

Son of Phoenicia

Son of Sacred Land

 

Your kinsmen abound

Sons of Persia

Sons of Arabia

Sons of Egypt

Sons of Europa

 

There is more to your story

than the Epic of Gilgamesh

There is more to your history

than they will ever relay to you

There is more to you
than you’ll ever know

 

All are with and for you

 

Remember your heritage 

 

Son

 

When your Spirit Yearns

When your Demons Haunt

When your Habits Beckon

 

Know that

The religions of Abraham

The traditions of the Dharma

The spirituality of the Indigenous

All have shaped you through me

 

Receive their gifts

Take in their joy

Cherish their wisdom

 

See their trauma

Forgive them as they exclude you

Ostracize you

Disdain you

 

Smile as they promise you eternity in heaven or hell

Or many lifetimes of suffering

Or an abrupt cessation to your very existence

Have grace if they choose to meet your spaciousness

With aggression

With meanness

With hostility 

 

And

 

There are those who share in your journey

You have what you need

Your allies

Your teachers

Your companions

Your refuge

Your breath

 

Show up

Lean into life to the fullest

Rest in question

In wonder

In gratitude

In forgiveness

In equanimity

 

That is your practice

 

Remember your lineage

 

Young Being

 

You remind me of me

Remember your impermanence

Remember your name

Remember your ancestors

Remember your heritage

Remember your lineage

Remember your freedom

 

And

 

Perhaps with a most deceptively simple ease

 

Remember to remember 

 

Son

I absolve you of my sins

You need not carry them

 

I relieve you of my duties

You need not avenge your ancestors, your land, your story

 

I liberate you from my burdens

You need not seek justice, restore balance, reclaim the lost, or right wrongs

 

I emancipate you from the shackles of my story

You need not like it

You need not hate it

You need not acknowledge it

You need not even know it

You need not hide, escape, ignore

You need not change or dance with identity

You need not wear the veil of apathy

 

Its gifts

Its trauma

Its yearnings for meaning, identity, achievement

Take what you need

Leave the rest

And go

 

Go write your own story

 

The Epic of Khalil

 

Remember you are free

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