Three Me’s

Wandering

Mindless

Panicky

Short of Breath

Achy

Disoriented

Confused

Anxious

Dying

Lost

I’m in the dark

Forever dark

Lying helpless on the shores of an infinite, violent ocean of tears

One me

Still

Noticing

Awake

Celebrating

Rejoicing

I’m found

I’m in the light

Forever light

Still achy

Still dying

Lying restful in eternal peace on the shores of a cruel but clean ocean of tears

Two me’s

Just being

Observing

No judgment

No holding on

No aversion

No letting go

Simply here

Three me’s

O Son of Mine,

All three are me

At the same time

And

At the same time

None are me

And

At the same time

I am not me

There is no me